Jan. 16, 2008

Sweet: boredom

Why can't I ever keep up with these things?

Because your life revolves around boredom, and it's just too pathetic to write about?

Before most of these entries I write I tend to sit and wonder about what exciting news I have in store for Diaryland. But, simply for the fact that I could sum up my past couple months of life in two sentences.. tells me I have nothing. It also tells me that caring ONLY about your boyfriend, and really no one else, could possibly be a bad thing. Frankly, I enjoy it.

I've always pegged those people who say, "Love is overrated!" or "Chicks before dicks!" to be extremely ignorant to the fact of what love can truly feel like. Why care more about a comfort food than a three-course meal? Sure, the comfort food might always be there but you're not really "getting it all". The way I look at it is like this: When I have a friend, I have a friend. With Shawn I have a friend, a lover, and a life partner. Do people really need to think twice before realizing which is more important? Or am I just smarter than the average human being?

Although this entry probably doesn't make much sense.. I'll sum it up in other words. I've spent the past 4 months in eager anticipation to a time where I will actually see Shawn again, which is in May. Around 105 days to be exact! So until then I will continue to watch TV, read books, and play video games like all the other "temporarily (yet not-so-temporarily) bored" individuals do.

Typed at 4:01 am

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